NASKAH

assalamualaikum  da selamat sejahtera..
aku tak sangka yang naskah ni wujud lagi dalam hidup dy.
hihihiii.. haishhh aku happy??
yes yang teramat apy but in same time feel worried
y?? the bcoz aq taktw nape dy sebut sal naskah
is it he's still love me or just wordz for him??
aq lagi takut bila dy akn tinggalkan aku lagi skali
thts mean 3 kali dy tinggalkan aku. sakit tak sakit, Allah jew yang tahu sal feels ni.
dy follow instag aq, dy follow fb aku.. npe tak add jew lau btl syg aq or nk det back balik??
klau mncul tapi xde rs nak bersma balik, just go away, leave me alone.
i cant face it anymore
how come when onece upon a time, he's my love, nthen now wanna be fwenz??
oh God, thts not me.. i cant face it by my self.
i dont know wht is intresting bout him which is i love him n never ended although he's leave me without let me a second chance. yes he's cruel but, he's always be mine.
wht i want?? just wanna he come back to me, ask apologize n ask me to forgive him, sincerly
u know wht, sure i will forgive him, but, is he will never let my heart hurt like before???
im always dream to have a perfect relationship which is always happy without any probs.
but u know, we r human n always make mistake.
without mistake, we will never change be more n better tahn before
n we will never try be the best from before.
if u know my heart, u will hear it scream wanna u back.
 but i think, u will never be mine back. bcoz u hate me so much,. is it??
i will take more time to let u go from my  life.


sincerly, love : NASKAH

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dah lm giler kot tak update blog..
nak delete, sayang so x jadi la delete.
sebenarnye, da lm kot aq alone, sunyi yang teramat
walaupun ramai kawan wechat tapi sampai skg aq xleh trime sesape.
aty aq penuh sal dia, aq xtaw mcm mne nak buang dia
jujur la kan, sakit kot simpan kenangan sebab ari2 teringat kenangan
skang lagi la aq serabut sebab bff aq n bf dy dah berbaik
bukan sebab ape, impian aq, nak g johor, ngn dyorg n meet mine also
travel hjung bln 4 ni g johor lak tuuu. auchh sakit.
smlm bff aq update kegembiraan dy, jujur aq dapat rase ap yang dy rs
menangis la jgk tgk dy happy sebab aq sampai skg tak happy
nak buang dia dr hdup aq?? memang nak tapi mcm mne,
bukan aku mengada laa tapi x boleh, nk wat cm ne..
tah ape khbr la dy kat sane ek,, tahun ni last dy blaja...
adekah jodoh bukan milik kami or belum masanya..
ya Rabbi.. kalau la aq boleh pos rindu, syg, tangisan aku aq pos kt dy
tapi nak pos mende, dy dah bahagia tnpa aku..
aq penat nak mulakan hidup baru dengan orang lain, aq nak orang lama je..
A?? dy dah lama terbuang dari hati aku.. aq dah tak kesa sal dy
menyampah lagi adelah.. sik add wechat aq bl aq dlte tp skg mls la dlte, kwn jwq ngn smua
uhumm ary2 kot aq stalk fb dy pki fb aq yg g stu tu.. sbb aq follow dy. leh bc yg umum jew..
lau post yang untuk fwenz, mmg xdpt la aq baca...
jujur, aq rindu kauuuu bodah.. sakit, sial, nak tanggung semua ni..
kau tak rs ap aq rase.. shitt laaaa :'(